Sunday, July 25, 2004

damn.. my hand hurt.. fark it lar. i wud have just end my life.. if chi xian hadnt stopped me.. if he didnt call.. everything wud have ended last nite. all my pain and suffering wud have just end. all it took was 1 call from him to stop me.. *ouch* my hand hurts like shyt rite now. dammit ! it didnt hurt at all last nite. guess i was too numb to even feel anything then. haihz. it's my fault lar. im the one who asked him to leave. and now im crying coz of that. why does love hurt so much ? he said he still needs me. does he even know how much i need him too ? but.. i cant be weak.. im not suppose to be weak.. i've made a decision.. i shud stick to my decision. for his sake.. i need to be strong.. but.. it's so hard to be strong.. hard to be strong without him by my side supporting me, guiding me.. damn.. it really hurts.. both my hand and my heart..

.: a b o u t :.

im May and im 16 this year. i love hanging out with friends and 'lepak-ing' around. there are lots more stuff that i love but well, guess u'll need to know more about me to find out =3

.: a r c h i v e s :.

July 2004
August 2004

.: f r i e n d s :.

- T e r i -
- J e a n -
- Y e n -

.: t a g g i e :.

Powered by TagBoard Message Board

Name URL or Email Messages(smilies)

.: l i n k i e z :.

blogskins

original layout

w4rnawarni : listen to the music designed by w4rnawarni @ blogskins