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Tuesday, July 20, 2004 die liao !! tomoro im gonna be having accounts exam. shyt lar. hvnt studied for anything yet. and summore i hvnt finish my stewpid moral project. damn damn damn. how ler ? feel like wanna skip skewl tomoro but i know it's impossible. haihz. guess the only way is to pakat with my classmates. eesh. hate this kinda stewpid projects lar. gonna be sleeping at 1am in the morn 1 for sure. another sark-ish part is, i really miss my old panda. so damn not used to this new panda. dunno how to act around him anymore. dunno what shud i say, what shudnt i say. damn afraid of sayin sumtin wrong and we both end up arguein again. he needs time. im givin him all the time he needs, but sumtimes.. i need someone by my side too. i dont like bein lonely. loneliness got me into this mess in the first place. i really dont know.. dont know how to cope with loneliness at all. i dont know how long i can stand this. i might go insane, or worst, im worried i might do the same mistake again. now im tryin to hang out with my friends more to fill the loneliness but still.. it just isnt enuf. what can i do now ? seems like this relationship is goin nowhere. the trust is lost edi. i dont see how can i get it back. really, shud i just end everything now before either one of us gets hurt again ?
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.: a b o u t :. im May and im 16 this year. i love hanging out with friends and 'lepak-ing' around. there are lots more stuff that i love but well, guess u'll need to know more about me to find out =3 .: a r c h i v e s :. .: f r i e n d s :. - T e r i - .: t a g g i e :.
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