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Wednesday, July 21, 2004 oh well.. today was kinda okay i guess. tried to concentrate on other stuffz instead of chi xian. stopped myself from thinkin too much (tho it's not really working). oh and guess how was my accounts exams. haha. my accounts teacher didnt come so we just copied like it's the most normal thing to do (well, actually it is lar but who cares? ). teri's in my room rite now sittin on my bed and crappin to herself. haha. wish i can take a picture of her sittin bed readin a magazine and talkin to herself. ehehe. anywayz, was chattin to teri just now bout lotsa stuffz that's on my mind lately. felt real good to be able to get some of my problems off my shoulders. haihz, feels like im drifting further away from chi xian. didnt called or chatted to him at all today. damn. wish i can tell what's goin on with him. he's changed so much. it's more like im dating with a stranger rather than my old panda. teri suggest that i shud just tell him how i feel but how can i when it's like whateva he says hurts me and me him ? wish that i cud get back the old panda i knew once. really hope that the old panda's still alive.. britney's song 'everytime' really suits my feelings now. and there's one part that i really wud like to tell to chi xian. it goes like :
i really dont know how long more i can stand this. really wish that i can turn back time rite now.. dont know if he'll forgive me or trust me again. it's just i hate feeling lonely. and im definately feeling really REALLY lonely rite now.
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.: a b o u t :. im May and im 16 this year. i love hanging out with friends and 'lepak-ing' around. there are lots more stuff that i love but well, guess u'll need to know more about me to find out =3 .: a r c h i v e s :. .: f r i e n d s :. - T e r i - .: t a g g i e :.
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